issues

my dad's pissed at me.

i cannot end up like him. i refuse to end up like him. i will not let myself turn into everything i've fought against. i have father issues. very very bad father issues. so sometimes i really envy some. its hard to explain i suppose.

how much is happiness worth exactly.

i feel like a huge load has been lifted off my shoulders now that i've told him i want to quit.

it scares me sometimes how unhappy all that made me. how unsatisfied i was. how i rebelled against it. i really hope this is not what working life bodes for me.

and it annoys me sometimes how i don't have the ability to say no to certain people.

dance + mahjong tmr = happy wj

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